Single parenting. . .

            So i am now on an all new adventure into single parenting. I know i don't have any regular followers but i apologize for being MIA for so long. Skye had some health issues, me and my fiance broke up, i got a job, and i totaled my car. So while i was away my life has become quite hectic. But, through all of this i am trying my best to stay positive. My daughter was not in the car when it wrecked, me and christian are still friends and very happy with it that way, and i LOVE my new job. Everything happens for a reason and i am hoping and praying that there is a bigger picture going on here that i just cannot see or understand at the moment.
            I am excited and afraid of the independence of getting my own place and providing for me and my daughter. I am confident that this will be the best thing for us but it is still quite a large change from being a stay at home mom. I am thanking god right now for my amazing family and friends who have been here with me and are helping me figure all of this out. I love the fact that i have enough people that care about me and Skye that i have no need for childcare other than family and friends. This task seems so daunting but I trust that what is meant to be will find its way. I know that if this is what i am meant to be doing then everything will fall into place.
            I love the fact that me and christian have no need for visitation schedules. We talk and communicate and there have been no fights since we separated. I do love him but at the point we were both at, we were just miserable and fighting constantly. We made the decision that if we are going to be the parents Skye deserves that we need to separate before things get ugly. I will always have a huge amount of respect for the maturity and selflessness that Christian showed me while making this decision. I also know that no matter what he will always be the best thing that has ever happened to me. Just because in the long run we were not right for each other i know that we were meant for each other for the time we were together. He was there for me at a time in my life when no one else was and without him i do not know where i would be right now. He gave me my beautiful daughter and he is an amazing father. I want to thank him for all of these things. I cannot imagine asking for anything more than that.